Quarantining, Job Searching + Trying to Graduate!

Well hey guys! It's been about a month since my last blog post, so I figured I'd check in and say I'M SORRY for my MIA-ness!! It's been super tough trying to finish school, find a job, and stay sane during all this craziness. I'm not really sure where I'm headed next at least professionally, so that's been a journey and realization within itself. Attempting to finish my last two assignments has been no easy feat either. Before, I say anything else I must state this: for those of you who work from home on a regular basis, I genuinely believe that you're AMAZING! I miss my office, I miss my students, and I really miss my routine; however, I know that this is apart of my growth during this season. This will be used to prepare me for my next journey. I've asked God for more, so this is just the "stretching or growing pains" that come along with it. You never know, having the discipline to work from home may come in handy down the line one day (side hustles are a must, multiple sources of income.)

Transparency Moment: 
The job searching process is a FULL TIME job within itself (why didn't anyone tell me this?), especially during a health pandemic. There's been so many scheduled then cancelled interviews in my process; I'm currently learning why it's so important to keep my eye on the promise. Don't get me wrong, I am really excited to be embarking on a new professional journey (who knows where yet), but getting there and trusting God to lead me has really forced me to self-reflect on my faith & purpose. Many of my mentors have shared with me "If you're going to worry, don't pray & if you're going to pray don't worry, Maya!; "Be where your feet are."; "Once you make your decision, it will be the right one for you." Well, let me tell you these pearls of wisdom are so true. Faith & Doubt cannot co-exist, they automatically cancel what you speak out in faith, so in this season I'm learning to get those two feelings in check. Some days are better than others, but hey I'm human so what do ya expect. 

So, what's currently happening in my life:
I am in good health and I'm extremely grateful. I attempt to work out everyday with my Burn family; this is one my self-care initiatives. If I workout, I feel better and I look better. I'm still in the middle of a job search, and I'm preparing to move. Graduation is right around the corner, so there's definitely pressure to get to everything completed. I've been cooking more and sharing recipes on Instagram, but not on here:( Not my smartest move,  I will definitely get back on it because I genuinely miss using this platform regularly. Be on the look out for new recipes, and more blog posts soon!

Yes, I know this post has nothing to do with food, but I thought it was important to get a little more personal tonight. I love you guys, I promise we will talk about food or something related to food next time!

XOXO,
Maya Mapp

P.S. Thank you to ALL THE ESSENTIAL WORKERS for helping protect and support this nation not only during this time, but at all times. You are appreciated and loved! 

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